Tomorrow...

I have a huge interview... :/

wish me luck.

Ethnic Fest

Is tonight. Hopefully I get some nice shots. This is my first time doing stage photography and I'm sure to suck. Oh well. The nice thing is I won't have to show anyone if I totally suck.

I danced through my day today because... HANGENG IS IN AMERICA!!!! FTW skldasj;lkfda;sldfja;slkdjfa!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

He's apparently in L.A. right now... (darn) but he'll be here for a while to learn English.

GAH. I'm so happy that he's here but so sad that I probably won't get to meet him! OH MY GOD. SO CLOSE YET SO FAR.

/faints. Oh damn, I need to get some meds to kick this boy addiction. I need Hangeng pills. XD

Rough Week

I've slept 2-3 hours every night...

Very tired. Very, very incoherent.


All my favorites (by looks of course, I love all of them equally when it comes to personality) in one photo! XD Hangeng, Kyuhyun, Donghae, Sungmin and Leeteuk-sshi! :D

Is it possible to be this crazy...

About someone? The more I see of him, the more my heart breaks, but at the same time it fills with more love for him too. Then I get crazier about what he's going through, and how no one should have to go through that. I have a feeling this song was sort of an omen coming from him, that he was leaving even though he didn't want to.

The lyrics are so heart breaking <3 I love him so much.

*sobs as only a fangirl can*

Have you ever met...

That boy you want to hit with your car, shake senseless and rip his hair, and then kiss him?


Yeah... *sigh* I think I'm being plagued by a crush... pft. Not cool.


In other news, I got a full scholarship to ---University! Which is where I'll probably go if I stay in state. They have nice art, science and language classes... which is pretty much all I ever plan on taking in college.


Yeah, I love him. I will go to China and hunt him down and marry him.
Crazy? Yes. Worth it? Damn yes.

Iz teh skirt.

*sigh*


Tough days are ahead of me. See you all at the end of May!

我会默默地祈祷再一次看到你微笑

"I will silently pray to see you smile again."


Since this is an ominous post... I decided to lighten up the mood with the song quote in title/above. *sigh*

Anywho. I came to talk about being a senior.

I find I am considerably more bitchy, shoving people aside and yelling things at them in my car. I find I am far more intelligent than I ever have been in my life. I find I have no patience for people who even hint at the fact that I might be incompetent.

I did not survive high school for nothin', bitch. And if you think it's easy running the show, then I invite you to step up to the plate.

(ahahah jk, it actually is pretty easy to run the show)

Well now... senior spring break. Where am I going? To my room. What am I doing? Studying for the multitude of APs hanging over my head.


Like I said, this aint no joy ride. So I have a right to be an ass.

Ps, I need a new phone. Preferably a music phone. Any suggestions?


This is T.O.P. Korean rapper turned actor... I adore him. =] End of story.