I have lost...

All faith in humanity.

I haven't slept in two days. I cried all through taraweeh last night. I feel like screaming my head off. I am so scared for my soul. I'm ashamed. So very ashamed to be human.

The Art of Being a Cutthroat Bitch

Many, many things on my mind. All of them making me not-so-nice.

1. Can't stop being a sap. Don't know why.
2. My heart hurts a lot.
3. Had a huge fight with someone very close to me. I don't even know how to begin talking again.


4. You ask to much of me. None of us can be more or less than we already are. This is me. This is what you get. This is it. If it's not enough, then I'm sorry, but I can't "fix that."
5. I can go against the whole world for you, but I can't go against myself.
6. Allow me to be human. Please. I'm begging you.
7. Let me go when the time comes.
8. Don't call me back. It'll only make me weaker and make the goodbye more bitter.
9. I wish I could convey how much this hurts me, but staying hurts me even more.
10. You should be able to tell me yourself how much you love me, instead of me asking you.


11. This is a dance I'm too tired to dance any longer. Even if it is with you.


12. I'm sorry